Tuesday, February 23, 2010

15

Today

I am gray inside today.

There is an ache

nagging –

migrating around my body,

moving from here to there.

I am not moved today,

by the new snow

or the morning light.

I am stuck today

in a repeating

loop

of memory

traveling back in time,

to this same day

minus fifteen years.

The smell of woodsmoke today

elicits tears

to pour down cheeks

reddened by wind.

Thoughts of my childhood today

turn black and shrivel

like newspaper kissing fire,

and changing form

until it’s only

ash.

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